a little too late

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the exam was, how should i put it, quite well.

it was perfect for someone who prepared for the exam. i was able to answer majority of the questions. and the circles left blank are answered by deduction. note that deduction was just the better way of saying i guessed.

i was not as stumped as i expected to be. good thing that the things i read are the ones who came out. whew for me.


for a person studying in the premier university i have been struggling. i am indulged in the freedom the school has given me. the lax measures in attendance is, for some, a way to skip classes. i will not deny that i have tempted to be part of the minority who regularly skip those classes.

however, now that i know some of the things it could do to me i wonder if i'll do it again. the bad thing is that it took me about five years to realize that.

somehow, i am frustrated and depressed by the fact that i am not living up to the potential they saw in me. freedom is a big responsibility to handle. and like any thing that is mishandled, could go awry.


by the next week, it might be too late to turn things around. goodbye, college scholar dreams. hello, second sem.

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